20.06.2025 (1): Work Nightmare

[sunshowerdandelion]

Work is being such a grind, goodness. My anxiety for it has skyrocketed; lots of deadlines are incoming and today's been another 13-hour day. And nothing to show for it: only the regular thing. Running in place is the right phrase for it, I think. I think I shouldn't become fixated on it, certainly; I shouldn't invest my self into it too much, since it's such a thankless venture. So much sunk and wasted. I think I will turn my back to it for a while.

But I won't lie - I do enjoy my work, when it goes well. But still.

Not much writing today, obviously. Impression for today:

• The lighting on office spaces at night, tired and overly cheery, something stale about the sodium color.