03.02.2025 (2): More Comfortable

[sunshowerdandelion]

• I've been enjoying the process of writing more and more these past few days. It's still difficult: I have this tendency to just zip and be afraid of the burden of having to write sometimes, I want to get things out quick, fulfill quotas! But that leads to really slipshod writing that even I don't enjoy. That's my """productive""" brain speaking.
• So I've been slowing it down a lot and really lingering on scenes, and while that hasn't always led to more better-composed scenes, it has made writing more bearable.
• I've also been getting better at tuning out the weird reader hypotheticals. My readers are kind and if they aren't, they can read other things!