10.04.25 (1): Forlorn Topics

[sunshowerdandelion]

I've been writing rather sad things these past two days, related to my ex. Deep down, I want them to say that I've done an alright job at relationships, but that'll never happen, and so I've written them as a character. I think it's deeply sad and a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine, but I'm very much embarrassed to talk about my ex to my friends since I've talked about them so much. I really don't want to seem self-pitying but it does seem as if they've completely moved on (it has been 4 years) while I have not. Oh well.

Tomorrow I aim to write my crack-ship again.